hello everyone confused as ever today im so torn between my old life and my budding new life a lot happened today for starters i woke up at 8 cus my moron of a father woke me up so i was on the internet for a long time jus listening to music and then i watched tv for a lil bit went pretty slow today i talked to this chick whitney about stuff we kinda bonded i think ill talk to her more often now shes pretty cool then i got ready for work and scilla drove me and stuff and it turns out im not supposed to b there lmao i had today off like an idot i assumed i was supposed to work today cus i always work mondays and i wasnt  so i called my mom and she said she couldnt come until a lil past 5 and loe and behold at 5:15 no sign of her so i call her i cant read her i call my dad cant reach him so i wait a lil longer 5:45 comes around i call her again (all this time using the phone at chick fil a which makes everyone think im an even bigger idiot) and she tells me she cant come for a while so im like w/e my boss hooks me up with a job and i jus work and like 10 mins later she comes!! im like omg idiot but i had to give scilla a ride home so me and my mom ate at el ranchero and then got scilla n came home me and scilla met at like 8 and talked 4e about everything this morning i was kinda mad about scilla cus like..she kinda acts weird around dave but i guess she really is one of my best friends altho i think she jus came today cus dave was at a sleep over n brea was bein a bitch but still me and her are gonna go to college in nyc together itll b cool we talked 4e about stuff that was like actually mature like sex and stuff and it wasnt weird like it kinda was with caitlin it jus seems natural talkin to scilla but it jus made me miss caitlin and i cant really tell anyone either...idk wut to do about that im jus so..torn like i said earlier i should jus get some balls and confront caitlin but i mean i wrote her that note and i got nothing back in return she didnt even bother to reply so wuts the point this time i kno that she prolly wont cus of jake tho so...idk...well its like 11:13 and im tired so i guess ill write tomorrow big election day! kerry/edward2004   lol

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